naught Fat ~

aiyo wei , fat fat fat fat .... why u will so naught ? y cannot be obedient ? one day also cannot le ... haiz.... y u must be a so special child? i know u r a active child but u also muz be obedient ya, now u edi almost 5 yrs old le ... but u still cannot say anythings le ... so pity when sometime see u cannot like some child be a normal ....

today i very early wake up... cos wanna go pc fair in the morning... wish my favourite laptop today can let me buy it .. haha... see got fate ma ... haha... lucky i got fate can buy it le ... haha... wow... so happy le...

after buy it, i need rush back home cos wanna help mum take care the naught bro le... mum need go dentist to check her teeth.. just me n fat stay at home ... den i open the dvd of 'hui hui cat' is his favourite but he just watch half an hour edi start naught go other place le .... i just a while no see he , do u noe wat he can do? omg... this moment really can let me stung it le ... u know so scaaaaaaaring?? fat catch the goldfish from aquarium le .... he no catch onli, he oso play it n put out the fish into his mouth ... omg really feel so distiught le ... at tat time i really very scare lo... dunn noe wat can i do lo... suddenly my brain all blank d .... so i quickly give a call to dad .. but dad scold me lo... he say just a simply matter why u so nervous n scare ... haiz.. den i fster hang up the call... if the person no saw the matter u dun noe wat can u feel u d ... really so scary lo... den i col to my beloved but he oso cannot do anythings to me ... just want me pick a col to dad lo....aiyo wei... haiz... den i use a tong n col fat put the fishes inside tat... lucky he at this time really got put it inside lo...

after 10 min, parent rush reach home ... mum faster looking fat but dad faster go check his 2 both fishes... parent keep scold me lo.... haiz... scold me no useless cos just a small matter wat can i wori ya ... hazi... lucky the 2 fishes alive le... really so suprise le .. the fish no died .... wow.. the fish really so long live ... like tat really no dead ... so envy u le... haha

Xmas 08

~i n my beloved , bebe leong ~

~At orhard road~08 this year theme of orhard is sweet sweet house , althought like tat but me feel no so xmas mood le ... erm maybe is cause world fianance problem so will be tat le .. tat causes really so worest lo... let many ppl no dare spend so much money to buy things n some ppl oso loss their works.. really so pity le .... this 2008 yrs xmas , I wish world can be peace, everyone can stay happy forever... n wish my family can hv a good health, n my beloved hv a good future n wish my beloved can successful keep fit.... haha...

haha ... so expect this yrs xmas because this yrs xmas got a bit diffrence because got my beloved celebrate to me ... we worry if celebrate in actual day sure will very crow n traffic jam so we 23 dec edi celebrate le ... aiyo wei , althought the xmas no like me think before tat so romantic but i really zhi zhu le ... feel enough le ... haha... cos we really long time no dating le ... so miss tat moment .... hmm.... wish can hug u ya ... haha... miss ur big big tummy... omg ... if u keep fit le, how cum i can hug ur tummy again... sure will no feel warm lo... zzzzzzzzzzz... haha

~when looked a big big big christmas trees in orhard road, u see ne look like so silly hor ... haha

siS ~

today just wake up edi feel a bit no feeling well ... dun noe why le ... maybe is cause yesterday eat too much wan's dry dragon bah so just will be tat bah... feel a bit cough n cold .... so suffer n bad mood... although my bad condition, but i still force myself doing coursework n practical cos really too busy wanna rush my work le ...... no enough time le ... but harworking a while only le , cos suddenly feel so tired ,really cannot maintain le ...so just will sleep to rest a while ....

suddenly my ling call me invite me go old town limteh tonight.. i promise them le .... wow... althoght me sick but i still go le .... cos so miss them , we really long time no go out limteh n meet them .... so expect later .. but when i reach there, i tot me edi late but they all late than me lo... zzzzzzzzzz .... let me wait about 30 min more.... got gold hair sure will late lo... she always like tat , long time le but her habit still unchange...after 30 min, they really come ... actually i just tot just we 6 ppl come out onli but really curious lo.... got the 8 dj's guys oso come out limteh wif us together ... although they come , but we oso no talk so much to them ... we just can chat by myself lo...... really so miss u le .... but mayeb long time no chat le , some ppl attitude change le ... haiz..... really so sad le ... i really so busy le ... but aho can know n understand, i tell u all i vey busy but u all like tot me just say onli lo......... haiz.... really feel so sad le ......... although we just meet a moment , but i edi feel so glad le ...haha... but dun noe wat u all feel ?

u all sis so good le .... so envy u all .... can have a long holiday can grabbing n rest everyday but me really very busy .... even wanna rest oso not free..... this term really so important for me... i need very hardworking to rush out my studies... so cheerful gal must gambateh~ after exam , sure can relax le ........ gambateh ya~

haiz......... feel upset le ..... our chinese society wanna close le .... today i listen this bad news really feel so sad le ...... oops ........... really cannot close ...... whatever so difficult , u all must face it n let it become strong le ......... this siociety really hv many memorise for us .... i will think some matter let it dun want closen will keep a best method to help u all but u all must be strong n cooperation , k? gambateh ahli chinese society , u all cannot so easy surrender !

#突然好想你#

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说好的幸福呢?

你的绘画凌乱着.在这个时刻.我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.甜蜜散乱了.情绪莫名的拉扯.我还爱你呐.伴你断断续续唱着歌.假装没事了.时间过了走了.爱情面临选择.你冷了却了我哭了.一开始的不快乐.你用卡片拭写着.有些爱只给到这真的痛了.怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得你不等了.说好的.幸福呐我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.要怎么停呢你的绘画凌乱着.在这个时刻.我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.甜蜜散乱了.情绪莫名的拉扯.我还爱你呐.伴你断断续续唱着歌.假装没事了.时间过了走了.爱情面临选择.你冷了却了我哭了.一开始的不快乐.你用卡片拭写着.有些爱只给到这真的痛了.怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得你不等了.说好的.幸福呐我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.要怎么停呐怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐.我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦淹了.我都还记得.你不等了.说好的.幸福呐我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着.要怎么停呐

Complicated ~

• why why why? who can help me from the trap? Is me too greedy so matter will become like tat ? shit shit shit shit shit...... so angry u ........ i dun noe how use word to describe my feeling now.... haiz..... cheerful gal getting failure lo... Although my outward so strong, but my heart really so weak d.... R u understand me ? R u feel it? haiz......... Although every time u wanna me honestly tell u Wat happen appear but i sure no complete tell u because i feel it, u oso cannot to Wat for me d , rite? haiz.........
• why me silly ? shit shit shit shit shit...... this time is wanna scold myself d .........whatever how i hurt it, i oso will bear all the things in my heart........ Is a promise ??? i think u getting let the promise disappear bah, u see this is our promise ???? haiz..... really no dare to imagine it.... why i getting feel our target getting very far from us cos feel u no like before tat so strive , so just will let me feel it bah .....
• everytime when i listen 说好的幸福呢 n 突然好想你 , u noe wat i will think at the first moment ? but i just can think n miss it only! hiaz...... so sad........ u can tell me wat u think in Ur heart? Isn't me think too much? so every time will so miss u??? i know me sometime so inflation but i edi try my best to control myself but still cry again.... haiz.... so useless me ......... silly cheerful gal.....
• this is a valuable for me to do like tat? sometime i will ask myself ? but wat u feel n ur reaction ? i noe u so tired although want acc me oso no free ..... i Edi dun care le .... forgot it bah..... haiz.... i will let it be my habit , alone world maybe more suitable for me bah...... haiz......... busted, foolish, silly, shit cheerful gal no useless.........
• forgot it bah~ let it pass bah~
• God , i just want a simple life , why i cannot let me get it???
• anyway wish god can blessing me ~
• He almost holiday , means no more time acc me again...... although no holiday he oso few acc me .... so no so difference for me ..... i still wanna go sch myself..... i will early go sch n late back jb d ...... really feel so bored lo........ haiz........ dun say u again le ....... i really cannot control myself ........... stop here le @@