Complicated ~

• why why why? who can help me from the trap? Is me too greedy so matter will become like tat ? shit shit shit shit shit...... so angry u ........ i dun noe how use word to describe my feeling now.... haiz..... cheerful gal getting failure lo... Although my outward so strong, but my heart really so weak d.... R u understand me ? R u feel it? haiz......... Although every time u wanna me honestly tell u Wat happen appear but i sure no complete tell u because i feel it, u oso cannot to Wat for me d , rite? haiz.........
• why me silly ? shit shit shit shit shit...... this time is wanna scold myself d .........whatever how i hurt it, i oso will bear all the things in my heart........ Is a promise ??? i think u getting let the promise disappear bah, u see this is our promise ???? haiz..... really no dare to imagine it.... why i getting feel our target getting very far from us cos feel u no like before tat so strive , so just will let me feel it bah .....
• everytime when i listen 说好的幸福呢 n 突然好想你 , u noe wat i will think at the first moment ? but i just can think n miss it only! hiaz...... so sad........ u can tell me wat u think in Ur heart? Isn't me think too much? so every time will so miss u??? i know me sometime so inflation but i edi try my best to control myself but still cry again.... haiz.... so useless me ......... silly cheerful gal.....
• this is a valuable for me to do like tat? sometime i will ask myself ? but wat u feel n ur reaction ? i noe u so tired although want acc me oso no free ..... i Edi dun care le .... forgot it bah..... haiz.... i will let it be my habit , alone world maybe more suitable for me bah...... haiz......... busted, foolish, silly, shit cheerful gal no useless.........
• forgot it bah~ let it pass bah~
• God , i just want a simple life , why i cannot let me get it???
• anyway wish god can blessing me ~
• He almost holiday , means no more time acc me again...... although no holiday he oso few acc me .... so no so difference for me ..... i still wanna go sch myself..... i will early go sch n late back jb d ...... really feel so bored lo........ haiz........ dun say u again le ....... i really cannot control myself ........... stop here le @@